Having a personality disorder is not fun or smart. In fact, some days I wish I would wake up and it would just be gone - I would be me again without all these thoughts and emotions.
My journey has been a long painful one. I’ve never been close to my family and I got burned by too many friends to keep them - so it was just me most of my life.
“You are a bloody strong woman”, something my counsellor said to me session after session and, for the last ten years, I have believed it wholeheartedly.